May 2011
Lady Gaga Fan
Just got the Born This Way CD.
Also got a Lady Gaga shirt.
Came home, put it in, put on my Gaga watch, my Gaga wristbands (M-M-M-Monster and Lady Gaga), my new Gaga shirt, glass ring, orange heels, black leggings, black eye liner…
I look like a little monster.
And the best part is? Lady Gaga isn’t my favorite musician.
My dad decided to have a bbq today. He asked our family friend to come over. I asked if our friend could bring his grandson, a boy I used to play with when I was a kid.
So my dad called our friend and told him, “Sarah wants to see your boy. He’s single right? Yeah, she totally wants to see him. She thinks he’s hot.”
Forever alone.
Sometimes I wonder if you’re out there, lying awake in thought thinking about me. If you ever wonder where I am. If you question my existence like I question your’s.
Sometimes I hope that you’re thinking about me, idling over details that are of no significance, hoping for something I can just barely equate to.
But more often than not, I hope that you’re out there living...
That’s the best revenge of all: happiness. Nothing drives people crazier...
– Chuck Palahniuk